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little box i thought what if there was no tomorrow how would i save the world you said, "there's no way you can do what you want to" but ill always say where there's a will there's a way and you can live in your little box of a world and i will be in mine and yours might have perfect blue skies but i always loved the rain i climbed to the top of the world and never once thought "you're just one girl" looking down i saw the things we try to ignore a mother screaming a little baby is dying from a disease and you, you turn off the tv and say, "it's going to be okay" and you can live in your little box of a world and i will be in mine and yours might have perfect blue skies but i always loved the rain here she comes she hasn't eaten in weeks it's warm in here but she's still living on the streets and she was smiling because of this one more day of life but im not so sure she's gonna last the night last the night
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Dandelion Smoke (free) 03:40
dandelion smoke coming down from the mountain we all know something happened like 2 stones or ten commandments you dont want to talk about it you dont want to talk blond thing, blue ribbon in her hair lonely staring puffs of dandelion smoke dance around the yard she dont wanna talk anymore conversations in velvet red a halo hanging around your head you're working so hard in day and night to paint the world in black and white but i want colour and i dont want to talk anymore i want the northern lights gracing the black nights like a rainbow journeying through a bitter storm like a cardinal in winter or a blue sky i want something that'll hold and catch my eye
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im looking for a partner in crime it doesnt have to be a lover just someone full time this doctor needs to be a patient sometimes too so what about you oh oh what about you? all my friends seem to have special friends boyfriends, girlfriends, best friends and somehow i fell of of that bandwagon and i know i really really really really shouldnt complain but i tell you on my own i just go insane there is space for some more peas in my pod yes i know ive got lovely friends, ive got a lot but i still dont have one person who will walk through my door sit in my living room chair remind me what my life is for im looking for the best kind of sidekick not to put on my noodles but who will read to me when im sick im looking for a comrad who will hold my shakin fists and calm me when im mad
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my honey (free) 03:53
my honey's going down to the mine where the men turn black from coal and cobwebs grow like flowers my honey's going down to the store where the plastic reeks and the vendor is poor and she will give him all of her money for something she don't need my honey has always had that kind of grace it made me sick to see her in these places these silly walls these silly lights that always made us dizzy we just want to feel at home the visions of man have broken us down deep down and every inch of good he did i forget in all these frowns yes my honey had to go away and i'll try to find redemption today my honey's going in the airplane to sit beside old jim, and his dark brown cane on their way to heaven And the woman dress in black but you see that I'm dressed in blue cause you loved the sea and well i love you the visions of man have broken us down deep down and every inch of green seems to be covered in town yes my honey had to go away but i'll try to find redemption today and we'll stand beside your sacred stone but it will be just a stone and we might alone and for a moment we'll forget about the doors that stand between the living and the dead
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child of mine (free) 03:34
little little boy in the the yellow rain boots splashing in the puddles carved out by the roots in the park i hear his laughter, it always survives this is why i made you, to be, be alive i left you a message in the drifting sand dunes on the horizon i painted you a harvest moon i sent you my love in a river so pure but you still look to me as though you're unsure i won't find you if you dont seek me first without me things are bad, and they'll keep on getting worse i've always tried to show you myself in the trees but you cut them down and now you are on your knees child of mine i can't stand all that make-up on her face she's so darn little and she's losing all her grace she spent an hour deciding what to wear really my darling, you just shouldn't care you've buried yourself within your favourite shirt you say when you wear it, the lies they don't hurt but when you take that off, oh I just gotta ask will you find yourself another pretty mask? you've got your music stuck in your ears i try to speak to you but you simply do not hear you listen to your tunes cause your afraid of this crowd but my songbirds are calling and your volume is just too loud i wrote you a poem to make you feel fine but you are trying so hard to read between my lines twisting your heart to fit outside of every box you're so very stressed my dear, and so very lost but in the first spring sunshine i see your chin rise i place my hand on your heart and you close your eyes i've waited so long for you to lend your heart to me can you feel in just this moment that you've been set free? child of mine
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the shore 03:34
the shore i dream of blue fringed asters growing on top of this disaster i dream of white magnolia flowers that you'll be home in half an hour i dream of other wild things of the muscles, of the feathers that contain your wings i dream of your skin and rain promise me you'll come home again your standing at the shore my face is pressed up against this cold wooden floor your heart is taken by the sea your heart is taken by me all these bodies piled and lying babies mother brothers- they are crying you say we are safe from this far but i say im not really sure your standing at the shore my face is pressed up against this cold wooden floor your heart is taken by the sea your heart is taken by me i dream myself out of breath turn of the lights and im all that's left listening intently to the dark searching for any colour, sturdy and stark yes, in my window there's a light in the park there's a boy with a kite both of us are free neither of us are lonely both of us are free both of us are lonely
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i am blue 03:42
we had a little talk over a bottle of wine had a little talk about how we're not fine how something's got to change someone's got to rerrange your heart had a little chat over a cup of tea the little one she climbs onto my knee starts playing with my hair even though im crying everywhere had a little walk down to the park no one is here 'cause it's after dark but the moon it shines so full and i feel such a pull to the sky i am orange like the burning sun i am white like the outskirts of your eyes i am green like the dirty steam coming off of this train i am blue oh i am blue again had a little friend i met by the trees we sat there a while reading poetry to you i felt so drawn let's lay out on the lawn and watch the night had a little dream that we might be biking our way out to the sea to find the right shade of blue oh darling if i were with you id be fine i am the faded yellow of a fallen petal i am the dark dark black of a heart attack i am purple like the angry sky of the hurricane oh i am blue again i am the grey of this stale winter day i am the red of your wind burned lips i am the dusty brown of the the soil beneath her sugar cane i am blue again i have a few thoughts i keep to myself i have a little book i keep on my shelf i write to you what's true still you might not have a clue that i am blue
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hibernation 03:09
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side by side 04:53
i feel like everything paused when you called a brief moment of bliss, of clarity like the snow wasnt going to reach the ground anytime soon and we might have time to watch the moon from my second floor i avoid the world below but even way up there, the strong winds they blow and blow hanging on to you like a child to a mother's thigh my whole world, i just deny stop time, stop gravity watch the snow as it floats horizontally side by side you and i side to side we will fly this is the only way we can stay alive when i said goodbye i refused to let the day begin i think im still refusing i lay back in bed and stared at the streams of changing light the sun on the snow can be so bright indeed this snow is falling down. down. down and i know i must begin oh it's just one of those days where im not sure if i really can i think i need to feel your hand stop time, stop gravity watch the snow as it floats horizontally side by side you and i side to side we will fly this is the only way we can stay alive when i speak to you i finally feel free even if you're far away and can barely barely hear me though the dogs may bark at you and the dark has pulled you deep ill try to sing you right back to sleep the sunkissed smile on your face is taunting but the snow outside is far too daunting so I write songs here and wait for your return baby we've still got some things to learn stop time, stop gravity watch the snow as it floats horizontally side by side you and i side to side we will fly this is the only way we can stay alive
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true north 03:22
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another day in the city oh what a shame another day in the city but I'll survive because the people can be pretty I don't want to stay here very very long just long enough to write you a song I like the smell in your peeling paint walled kitchen and the funny sounds you make while you are sleeping you grunt and you groan you sign and you moan but you are oh so very quiet during the day you are oh so very quiet during the day oh just because we're in the city doesn't mean we can't rebel oh just because we're very busy doesn't mean we can't think for ourselves doesn't mean we can't think for ourselves goose bumps rise on my arms in this air conditioned room deep down in my stomach there's a feeling of doom how can we live like this so tame and out of touch you said to me you use your cellphone too much

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A home-made album made in the echo-ey staircase of my community home on the corner of Yorkshire and Home St during the winter of 2010. Themes include friendship, pining for love, loss of a mentor, depression, blossoming love, and simple joy.
Special thanks for Maria Berends for her beautiful friendship, stunning harmonies, and gentle heart.

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released April 4, 2010

Back-up vocals: Maria Berends
Slam Poetry written and performed by: Seb Ramirez
All songs written and sung by Bethany Klapwyk

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